{"body":[{"id":31905374525194240,"sort":0,"type":1,"role":"31163997684717787","content":"齊天智慧、穩重、正直，父親生意失敗后生病去世，他在富商萬(wàn)源的幫助下還清債務(wù)，研究生畢業(yè)后給萬(wàn)源的妻子劉雅婷當秘書(shū)。被萬(wàn)源利用給自己的私生女萬(wàn)小苗當了六年家教，他眼中小苗不僅是自己的學(xué)生而且是自己的孩子，小苗的眼中他也不只是老師。"},{"id":"31262191902687185","sort":1024,"type":1,"role":"31163997684717787","content":"劉雅婷是一個(gè)平靜從容的女人，面對丈夫的私生女，她的隱忍每個(gè)人都看得到，可多年的積聚，她已經(jīng)在精神崩潰的邊緣，每隔一段時(shí)間她就忍不住來(lái)公公家看一眼這個(gè)叫萬(wàn)小苗的女孩，好讓自己面對現實(shí)，看清現實(shí)，留在現實(shí)，和現實(shí)作斗爭。"},{"id":"31262784357729683","sort":2048,"type":1,"role":"31163997684717787","content":"聰明美麗的小苗跟著(zhù)爺爺長(cháng)大。"},{"id":"31262807979084636","sort":3072,"type":1,"role":"31163997684717787","content":"小苗高考將近，劉雅婷又敲響了公公家的門(mén)。"},{"id":"31262329881196608","sort":4096,"type":1,"role":"31171312018415180","content":"（警惕的、意外的）阿姨好！"},{"id":"31262952652181833","sort":5120,"type":1,"role":"31163997684717787","content":"只要劉雅婷出現，小苗就是這樣的表情。"},{"id":"31262980862593431","sort":6144,"type":1,"role":"31262342781089201","content":"爺爺在家嗎？"},{"id":"31263079085908743","sort":7168,"type":1,"role":"31163997684717787","content":"李雅婷對小苗從沒(méi)有過(guò)分的表情和話(huà)語(yǔ)，她從她滿(mǎn)月就見(jiàn)到她，她的理智告訴她這是個(gè)無(wú)辜的孩子，可看到那雙和萬(wàn)源一樣的大眼睛，她忍不住轉移視線(xiàn)，小苗對她這個(gè)戶(hù)籍上的母親也從不多說(shuō)一句話(huà)。"},{"id":31905374525194241,"sort":8192,"type":1,"role":"31163997684717787","content":"小時(shí)候是爺爺在教，父親在教，長(cháng)大了是齊天在教，她眼中堅定的沉默是一種力量，閃著(zhù)被保護者的自信。"},{"id":"31263133853425419","sort":9216,"type":1,"role":"31171312018415180","content":"爺爺去下棋了，齊老師在。"},{"id":"31263149139510810","sort":10240,"type":1,"role":"31163997684717787","content":"此刻齊天已經(jīng)從書(shū)房走了出來(lái)。小苗專(zhuān)注的望著(zhù)他，她已經(jīng)高過(guò)了劉雅婷，再不能躲到齊天身后去了。"},{"id":"31263160415134511","sort":11264,"type":1,"role":"31164053777917424","content":"劉總，您來(lái)了，小苗去寫(xiě)完卷子吧。"},{"id":"31263179211836041","sort":12288,"type":1,"role":"31163997684717787","content":"小苗應聲進(jìn)屋，把門(mén)輕輕的帶上。"},{"id":"31263212250252572","sort":13312,"type":1,"role":"31262342781089201","content":"今天我可不想出去喝什么茶，我心里夠苦了，我聽(tīng)說(shuō)萬(wàn)源在外面夸小苗學(xué)習好，比兒子好多了，我就想來(lái)看看。"},{"id":"31263225925488016","sort":14336,"type":1,"role":"31164053777917424","content":"小苗，去買(mǎi)茶葉，阿姨要喝茶。"},{"id":"11646471004980000","sort":15360,"type":1,"role":"31163997684717787","content":"小苗應聲出現在客廳，好像是等在哪里一樣，她快步走出門(mén)去，門(mén)被輕輕的關(guān)上了，劉雅婷才反應過(guò)來(lái)，忍不住自嘲的一笑，坐在了沙發(fā)上。"},{"id":"31263266746116422","sort":16384,"type":1,"role":"31163997684717787","content":"齊天走到餐桌前去給她倒水。"},{"id":"31263279347436940","sort":17408,"type":1,"role":"31164053777917424","content":"小苗再有幾天就高考了，非要這樣才有存在感嗎？"},{"id":"31263310746095163","sort":18432,"type":1,"role":"31163997684717787","content":"他做過(guò)李雅婷的秘書(shū)，又因為小苗和劉雅婷打了多年的交道，已經(jīng)不需要任何顧慮的說(shuō)話(huà)了。"},{"id":"31263334384297335","sort":19456,"type":1,"role":"31262342781089201","content":"對，我就是沒(méi)有存在感，在萬(wàn)源面前是，在你面前也是。"},{"id":"31263351835154827","sort":20480,"type":1,"role":"31164053777917424","content":"為什么不離婚呢？這件事有那么難嗎？"},{"id":"31263373044537574","sort":21504,"type":1,"role":"31262342781089201","content":"自己承認失敗的事情我是不會(huì )做的，特別還是輸給一個(gè)孩子，再說(shuō)了，我離婚，你娶我??！"},{"id":"31263646045759525","sort":22528,"type":1,"role":"31163997684717787","content":"聽(tīng)了這樣的話(huà)，齊天只能沉默。"},{"id":"31264245183889293","sort":23552,"type":1,"role":"31163997684717787","content":"劉雅婷自己也不知道從什么時(shí)候開(kāi)始對齊天有了一種特殊的情愫，齊天的真誠和理解，是她從其他人哪里看不到和得不到的，礙于年齡和地位，她只能這樣隨意的裝作開(kāi)玩笑。"},{"id":"31164133231558657","sort":24576,"type":1,"role":"31163997684717787","content":"小苗高考結束了，齊天要離開(kāi)了，打電話(huà)給萬(wàn)源辭行。"},{"id":"31164133231558658","sort":25600,"type":1,"role":"31164053777917424","content":"萬(wàn)總，歡送會(huì )就免了吧，我不適合那樣的場(chǎng)合。"},{"id":"31164133231558659","sort":26624,"type":1,"role":"31164072316593647","content":"這幾年辛苦你了，因為小苗的事情，雅婷在公司里常為難你，這個(gè)我是知道的。"},{"id":"31164133231558660","sort":27648,"type":1,"role":"31164053777917424","content":"（淡然的）也許是這個(gè)原因我才沒(méi)有被解雇，我還因禍得福呢！"},{"id":"31164133231558661","sort":28672,"type":1,"role":"31164072316593647","content":"難得你這樣想，不過(guò)你這樣走，我太過(guò)意不去。這些年多虧了你，小苗是個(gè)不幸的孩子也是個(gè)幸運的孩子??！"},{"id":"31171907676012544","sort":29696,"type":1,"role":"31164053777917424","content":"小苗是個(gè)好孩子。謝謝您幫我母親交的手術(shù)費，我會(huì )還的。"},{"id":"31171907676012545","sort":30720,"type":1,"role":"31164072316593647","content":"我說(shuō)過(guò)多少次了，真的不用。小苗好像一直盼著(zhù)不做你學(xué)生的那一天。"},{"id":"31171907676012546","sort":31744,"type":1,"role":"31164053777917424","content":"她永遠都是我的學(xué)生。"},{"id":"31171907676012547","sort":32768,"type":1,"role":"31164072316593647","content":"要不是隔著(zhù)電話(huà)，我真說(shuō)不出口，無(wú)論如何，別讓她太傷心。"},{"id":"31171907676012548","sort":33792,"type":1,"role":"31164053777917424","content":"您放心！"},{"id":"31171907676012549","sort":34816,"type":1,"role":"31163997684717787","content":" 小苗得知齊天已經(jīng)離開(kāi)的消息在傍晚發(fā)信息給齊天。"},{"id":"31171907676012550","sort":35840,"type":1,"role":"31171312018415180","content":"這就是傳說(shuō)中的不辭而別吧，我說(shuō)的對嗎？"},{"id":"31171907676012551","sort":36864,"type":1,"role":"31164053777917424","content":"我好像每一次你做錯事我都會(huì )告訴你。"},{"id":"31173426198609920","sort":37888,"type":1,"role":"31171312018415180","content":"我當然知道，可生活需要儀式感的，我們沒(méi)有正式道別，你都帶爺爺出去喝酒了，為什么不帶我。"},{"id":"31173426198609921","sort":38912,"type":1,"role":"31164053777917424","content":"好，抱歉，下次一定！"},{"id":"31171907676012552","sort":39936,"type":1,"role":"31171312018415180","content":"我知道你還在生氣，因為在考場(chǎng)前我要你抱抱我。"},{"id":"31171907676012553","sort":40960,"type":1,"role":"31164053777917424","content":"什么抱不抱的，報志愿吧！"},{"id":"31171907676012554","sort":41984,"type":1,"role":"31171312018415180","content":"放心吧，您交代的后事我已經(jīng)牢記了，報一個(gè)師范院校越遠越好，將來(lái)做老師不做生意。"},{"id":"31171907676012555","sort":43008,"type":1,"role":"31164053777917424","content":"對你爸爸怎么說(shuō)？"},{"id":"31171907676012556","sort":44032,"type":1,"role":"31171312018415180","content":"當老師是我的夢(mèng)想，做生意我沒(méi)有一點(diǎn)興趣。"},{"id":"31171907676012557","sort":45056,"type":1,"role":"31164053777917424","content":"很好！"},{"id":"31171907676012558","sort":46080,"type":1,"role":"31171312018415180","content":"那我能去看你嗎？ "},{"id":"31171907676012559","sort":47104,"type":1,"role":"31164053777917424","content":"當然，等我安頓好了，到過(guò)年吧！"},{"id":"31171907676012560","sort":48128,"type":1,"role":"31163997684717787","content":" 齊天的話(huà)，小苗總是無(wú)力反駁的，畢竟在他的指導下她考上了重點(diǎn)高中，這次上一個(gè)重點(diǎn)大學(xué)也不是問(wèn)題。 "},{"id":"31171907676012561","sort":49152,"type":1,"role":"31163997684717787","content":" 這天，萬(wàn)源來(lái)看小苗，小苗正對著(zhù)窗發(fā)呆。"},{"id":"31171907676012562","sort":50176,"type":1,"role":"31171312018415180","content":"（焦急的跑過(guò)去）爸，你可來(lái)了，齊老師真的去開(kāi)公司了嗎？那他什么時(shí)候才能回來(lái)??！我能去看他嗎？"},{"id":"31171907676012563","sort":51200,"type":1,"role":"31164072316593647","content":"和他在一起就那么高興嗎？"},{"id":"31171907676012564","sort":52224,"type":1,"role":"31171312018415180","content":"高興？他那么嚴厲，我躲著(zhù)還來(lái)不及呢!學(xué)累了要他陪我出去走走，他都會(huì )不停的看手表，一言不發(fā)，我說(shuō)什么他都很嫌棄的表情。那是散步嗎？那是放風(fēng)！"},{"id":"31171907676012565","sort":53248,"type":1,"role":"31164072316593647","content":"那爸爸帶你去商場(chǎng)買(mǎi)東西??！"},{"id":"31173426198609922","sort":54272,"type":1,"role":"31171312018415180","content":"什么也不缺！"},{"id":"31173426198609923","sort":55296,"type":1,"role":"31164072316593647","content":"那爸爸帶你圖書(shū)城。"},{"id":"31171907676012566","sort":56320,"type":1,"role":"31171312018415180","content":"（幽怨的）我想去放風(fēng)。"},{"id":"31171907676012567","sort":57344,"type":1,"role":"31163997684717787","content":" 小苗因為有心虛的事情，所以整整一個(gè)暑假，直到開(kāi)學(xué)很久都沒(méi)有聯(lián)系齊天。"},{"id":"31171907676012568","sort":58368,"type":1,"role":"31163997684717787","content":" 十月的一天，小苗在校園望著(zhù)齊天曾給她描述過(guò)的那座橋，她忍不住打電話(huà)給齊天。"},{"id":"31171907676012569","sort":59392,"type":1,"role":"31171312018415180","content":" （小心的）我在學(xué)校迷路了，你知道第八宿舍在第三餐廳的什么方向嗎？"},{"id":"31171907676012570","sort":60416,"type":1,"role":"31164053777917424","content":"說(shuō)的好像你認識方向似的，我不知道！"},{"id":"31171907676012571","sort":61440,"type":1,"role":"31171312018415180","content":"你就告訴我吧！"},{"id":"31171907676012572","sort":62464,"type":1,"role":"31164053777917424","content":"你那么大本事，自己找！"},{"id":"31172080548446208","sort":63488,"type":1,"role":"31171312018415180","content":"我不就是上了你的母校嗎？你歷史我中文，我又沒(méi)報你的專(zhuān)業(yè)，那么小氣??！開(kāi)學(xué)一個(gè)月了你都沒(méi)給我打電話(huà)。"},{"id":"31172080548446209","sort":64512,"type":1,"role":"31164053777917424","content":"（低沉的）你已經(jīng)不需要了。"},{"id":"31172080548446210","sort":65536,"type":1,"role":"31171312018415180","content":"我已經(jīng)后悔了，這不公平！我留在一個(gè)充滿(mǎn)了你的回憶的世界里，而你卻躲到一個(gè)我從沒(méi)到過(guò)的世界里，那里沒(méi)有我的影子，一切都那么新鮮，你很快就把我給忘了。"},{"id":"31172080548446211","sort":66560,"type":1,"role":"31171312018415180","content":"（生氣的）你真把我忘了嗎？"},{"id":"31172080548446212","sort":67584,"type":1,"role":"31164053777917424","content":"猜對了！"},{"id":"31172080548446213","sort":68608,"type":1,"role":"31171312018415180","content":"忘記我可是你的損失！"},{"id":"31172080548446214","sort":69632,"type":1,"role":"31164053777917424","content":"（悠長(cháng)的）好大的損失??！忘記這么一個(gè)聽(tīng)話(huà)的學(xué)生。"},{"id":"31172080548446215","sort":70656,"type":1,"role":"31163997684717787","content":"小苗在電話(huà)這頭長(cháng)久的沉默著(zhù)。"},{"id":"31172080548446216","sort":71680,"type":1,"role":"31164053777917424","content":"（低沉的）：我沒(méi)有想到你會(huì )報a大，我也希望你到一個(gè)全新的世界里去。"},{"id":"31173426198609924","sort":72704,"type":1,"role":"31163997684717787","content":"小苗沉默了，她無(wú)話(huà)可說(shuō)，她知道齊天是多么明確的反對她報那個(gè)大學(xué)。"},{"id":"31173426198609925","sort":73728,"type":1,"role":"31171312018415180","content":"（執拗的）：到哪里都一樣！"},{"id":"31173426198609926","sort":74752,"type":1,"role":"31164053777917424","content":"對我來(lái)說(shuō)也是，到哪里都一樣！"},{"id":"31173426198609927","sort":75776,"type":1,"role":"31163997684717787","content":"小苗知道齊天是在告訴她，他到哪里都一樣會(huì )將她忘記。"},{"id":"31173426198609928","sort":76800,"type":1,"role":"31164053777917424","content":"以后有事情發(fā)信息吧，不要直接打電話(huà)。"},{"id":"31173426198609929","sort":77824,"type":1,"role":"31171312018415180","content":"你還會(huì )回我的微信嗎？"},{"id":"31173426198609930","sort":78848,"type":1,"role":"31164053777917424","content":"會(huì )的，不一定及時(shí)。"},{"id":"31173426198609931","sort":79872,"type":1,"role":"31171312018415180","content":"（愉快的）好！你說(shuō)話(huà)算數！"},{"id":"31173426198609932","sort":80896,"type":1,"role":"31163997684717787","content":"齊天沒(méi)有再說(shuō)話(huà)，小苗感受到他沉重的呼吸。"},{"id":"31173426198609933","sort":81920,"type":1,"role":"31163997684717787","content":"圣誕節快到了，學(xué)校里節日氣氛很濃。小苗忍不住聯(lián)系齊天。"},{"id":"31173426198609934","sort":82944,"type":1,"role":"31171312018415180","content":"為什么總是我先給你發(fā)信息，你真的不關(guān)心我學(xué)習情況嗎？"},{"id":"31173426198609935","sort":83968,"type":1,"role":"31163997684717787","content":"小苗沒(méi)想到，他真的及時(shí)回復了。"},{"id":"31173426198609936","sort":84992,"type":1,"role":"31164053777917424","content":"一、我很忙。二、你爸爸不再給我發(fā)工資。"},{"id":"31173426198609937","sort":86016,"type":1,"role":"31171312018415180","content":"借口，都是借口，商品還有保修期呢！你真不管我了嗎？我要去看你。"},{"id":"31173426198609938","sort":87040,"type":1,"role":"31164053777917424","content":"留頭發(fā)了嗎？"},{"id":"31173426198609939","sort":88064,"type":1,"role":"31171312018415180","content":"我發(fā)照片給你??！"},{"id":"31173426198609940","sort":89088,"type":1,"role":"31164053777917424","content":"不必了，我想直接看到蝴蝶。"},{"id":"31173426198609941","sort":90112,"type":1,"role":"31171312018415180","content":"我過(guò)年能去看你嗎？"},{"id":"31173426198609942","sort":91136,"type":1,"role":"31164053777917424","content":"我可能出差還回不來(lái)。"},{"id":"31173426198609943","sort":92160,"type":1,"role":"31171312018415180","content":"你的新公司就那么忙嗎？"},{"id":"31173426198609944","sort":93184,"type":1,"role":"31164053777917424","content":"什么時(shí)候考四級？"},{"id":"31173426198609945","sort":94208,"type":1,"role":"31171312018415180","content":"不知道！"},{"id":"31173426198609946","sort":95232,"type":1,"role":"31164053777917424","content":"應該下學(xué)期就可以吧，等你過(guò)了級吧！"},{"id":"31173426198609947","sort":96256,"type":1,"role":"31171312018415180","content":"你說(shuō)的！"},{"id":"31173426198609948","sort":97280,"type":1,"role":"31164053777917424","content":"我說(shuō)的！"},{"id":"31173426198609949","sort":98304,"type":1,"role":"31163997684717787","content":"過(guò)年回家小苗沒(méi)有見(jiàn)到齊天。她不敢過(guò)多打擾他。"},{"id":"31173426198609950","sort":99328,"type":1,"role":"31163997684717787","content":" 春天終于來(lái)了，新學(xué)期小苗依舊沒(méi)有興趣學(xué)習，終于，小苗的四級考試失敗了，小苗第一時(shí)間告訴齊天。"},{"id":"31173426198609951","sort":100352,"type":1,"role":"31171312018415180","content":"有好消息告訴你！"},{"id":"31173426198609952","sort":101376,"type":1,"role":"31164053777917424","content":"說(shuō)！"},{"id":"31173426198609953","sort":102400,"type":1,"role":"31171312018415180","content":"我沒(méi)考過(guò)，我沒(méi)辦法去打擾你了，你不用擔心了！"},{"id":"31173426198609954","sort":103424,"type":1,"role":"31163997684717787","content":"時(shí)間一秒秒過(guò)去，齊天沒(méi)有回復。"},{"id":"31173426198609955","sort":104448,"type":1,"role":"31163997684717787","content":"小苗之所以不常發(fā)信息給齊天，就是怕這樣，先發(fā)信息的人如果得不到回復就像是把自己扔進(jìn)了深淵，無(wú)限墜落的感覺(jué)。當然，對方必須是自己在意的人。"},{"id":"31173426198609956","sort":105472,"type":1,"role":"31163997684717787","content":"晚上，小苗躺在自己的上鋪，正準備和胡思亂想作斗爭，卻收到了齊天的信息。"},{"id":"31173426198609957","sort":106496,"type":1,"role":"31164053777917424","content":"下周我們同學(xué)聚會(huì )我要過(guò)去一趟。"},{"id":"31173426198609958","sort":107520,"type":1,"role":"31171312018415180","content":"什么？你要來(lái)？以前同學(xué)聚會(huì )你不是都不參加的嗎？"},{"id":"31173426198609959","sort":108544,"type":1,"role":"31163997684717787","content":"小苗發(fā)完一陣后悔，齊天說(shuō)了同學(xué)聚會(huì )，但并沒(méi)說(shuō)是全班聚會(huì )，只是個(gè)理由而已。"},{"id":"31173426198609960","sort":109568,"type":1,"role":"31163997684717787","content":"齊天沒(méi)有回復。"},{"id":"31173426198609961","sort":110592,"type":1,"role":"31171312018415180","content":"好了，我知道了，我等你！"},{"id":"31173426198609962","sort":111616,"type":1,"role":"31163997684717787","content":"小苗心里一陣歡呼，為了不久見(jiàn)到齊天，也因為自己算準了他，小苗知道，自己即使考過(guò)了，齊天也不會(huì )讓自己去看他，只有自己頹廢，他才會(huì )忍不住出面。"},{"id":"31173426198609963","sort":112640,"type":1,"role":"31163997684717787","content":"等待的日子幸福而漫長(cháng)。"}],"sentencecount":111}